My life is currently In a jam jam :)

Know what's the title mean? Bet you don't , cause I had no idea what im talking about too. ANyway after that hang with my sis in villagio yesterday, I had see the most AWESOME THING and my most WANTED thing ever for this winter . : Neck warmer

I know this is lame, and probably everyone in the continent of Europe have 'em .But i want em because I never had them, I only got scarf, scarf scarf and my pure obsession about hats has cause me to have full collection from summer to winter which pretty much shows one of the reason why i wanted Neck warmer /probably wanted to start another collections of mine in the closet. Also,They are furry and nice :) and its violet red, quite eye catching i must say, which is one of the reasons why I like it. I was going to go for the one in H&M which was a black one that have 3 roses that's knitted to each side of them. but My sis say the red one is quite better than the black one.By then, i couldn't decide anymore since i don't really have any money that time, so I have decided to bury my urge of buying them, and move on to the next stop.

Around 12,We went to the arcade later on, we bought tickets for the water ride, and as always the ride was awesome, I managed to duck down and avoid of being splash by cold water on this cold winter season. Which causes ::: the Result of- my sister got all the splashed and turn out her seat was all wet which  affected her jeans that make her look like she had an "accident" or something.

ahah :) it was a funny incident, I wish I could tell you the rest but its pretty much private since welllll, :D sometimes we had to keep some of our own privacy and also its better if we don't  kiss and tell everything. and spoil the excitement shall we?

Last message for the day :

2 weeks of Christmas Holiday

      Finally holiday - just what I needed after my mocks exam! My mock result for Business and Math is A, thank god but still I need to improve my math and science. I had experience " The nothingness" in my mind during the exam, and I surely don't want that to happen again. I want to study, I need to study, this is more likely to be my only purpose for life now.

           I still feel like crap though, I hate the fact that my life is so busy and that no one is able to understand the fact that I have no time to think or act or do something else like : Painting a canvas for my crappy living room. Its not crappy, but anyway I really don't feel like doing anything. I could just break down and cry, I could just break down and hate myself for the entire day for not doing what I have to do.

            I know I have to work hard, I know I have to be punctual and be more organized. But me, Im someone who is un--perfect in every way and I love the way how I screw things up sometimes, even though its quite unnecessary.
          I don't have a sad life , is just that Im just sick and tired of some stuff. I envy my siblings to be able to have a littles sister to count on to do some housework when they are busy for their big exams while me?

ahaha :) that cheer me up, okay gtg :)

CRAZY MONTH and my ////not so //// crazy couzie :)

I am tired as hell. Mock exam is starting this wednesday until next next week! but hey look at what im doing now? BLOGGING gosh im soo stupid.. i should revise because of those 'lack of studies' session in school, i should work hard!!! :)

but nah... im too lazy now T_T.. anyway look at the notes i wrote on my laptop. ahahha wahh im so lame to talk all by myself on the laptop. anyway wanna look at what mickey mouse lungage im talking about? its up there!! ( the picture is belong to Cheerseland Blog)
DAMNIT tommorow is enrichment day.. a day where u have fun.. :P but i don't want to bcause i have test !! And the school teachers is so damn lazy, especially the business studies one. Anyway winter is coming, I can feel the climate has change when Doha was reflected in water droplets,when thunders torn--ed the skies apart five days ago. I shivered... school jumper wont able to kept me warm, neither does the 'warmer machine' as you can see everything's falling apart somehow.
The only thing I could do now, is wait and think.....
( By the way, say bye to all my crushes, because they are just waste of time for now -_-'' _)

as funny as it sounds like, I know im a bit cuckoo in the head SOOMETIMESSS xP but ok fine yea :)

anyway, lol as i was surfing through the web, and blogs, and stalks etccccc. I saw something quite interesting ::

lmaoo

LOL your right, it does feel like a decade!!! Its soo freaking long, we should all meet up and do a lot of catching up time! ahaha LOL far, by distance you mean xP , but hey I think my family might gonna stop by at Johor so See ya in the summer then! ( around the end of  june tilll august) EHEHE ya but waitin for that day to come, might be very long!!! and plus by that time, ice cream allll melt - turn to yogurt maybe!! Xd

its great to have you as my cousin too dear!!! <3 and Im glad i turn you insane, at least that make us even at some stuff  BAHAHAHAH !!! lol excuse my weird laugh.

Mycravings? ❤ skip that- what happen to my mom?

I have lots of cravings ❤ especially after the "6 hour stuck in the study room " session :O
Crazy? Yes. Tired? No. Homework? Yes. TONESSS..
Tomorrow is Saturday, the last day of my weekend, which was suppose to be a holiday for me but it turn out to be the last day for me to finish my English Essay Assignment: A story
I have no idea what to write! Well i do... Its just that, It will be too damn long. and Im tired to modifying my story into a shorter one. 
ALSOOOO, I log on to facebook today, and gots lots of notification :/ sad.Honestly,Im too damn lazy to answer half of them.  >_< I wish I coud just deactivate them but My mom say  no.


Anyway today something crazy just happen.
Me and my mom were talking about students/teenagers in relationships. ( not a debate, but more like a casual conversation that kinda lead us to this topic)
I was like: " If I was going to go out with a guy, I'll be saying : Can we schedule our date to next year? Im kinda stuck with my GCSE now~"


My mom: "Nooo you cant be in a relationship, you cant be bother with relationship and  all the stuff!" then she sighed, " Well...actually-- suit yourself if you want to have a relationship."
I was ASTONISHED. i mean, My mom practically THE pessimistic person and had never ever say yes or gave up on sensitive/critical issue! BUt this?!!!


 Seriously, This need some celebration. My mom is a very open minded person these days, I guess its because of the fact that I keep sharing half of my lifes stories to her. :O
or maybe its because of the fact, that she been watching soo many drama movies =='
well currently I'm riding solo, so i don't really care if i have a boyfriend or something :]

Dibba Trip

Last week on the 14th of October (Thursday), I have went on a school trip to dibba,Sharjah in UAE for the "Absolute Adventure" program. I must say, I was quite scare at first when I heard that there's only few people participating the trip. But hey! Me,Carl and Mitch is gonna be there. So I don't really worry about it because I got my friends with me. 

Anyway, I arrive at the airport few minutes later than Carl. But we cannot go into the airport yet, because we have wait for the others participant to arrive.I was soo tired of standing but it was okay, since we got to feel the warmth of the sun rays with a mixture of cold breeze, which tingles my senses aka goosebumps. somehow~

OKay, by the time when all the participants arrive. Do you wanna know what surprise me the most? Well, the thing that surprise me the most is the fact, that there's like lots of Year 12 students went on the trip while there's like 5 year 11 students went to for the trip. Scary for me to be honest, since I don't really know how to talk to people.

Anyway, after everyone arrive. We went into the airport and immediately check in. Some people had problem with their visas so they couldn't go, while me,Carl and Mitch get to pass through easily since we don't really need a visa to go to UAE. so Yeah for countries x)

By the time, we get to the duty free shops. Me, carl and Mitch decided to take a picture with Chupa Chups HUGGGGEEE LOLLIPOPS.. but the security guard prevent us to take another picture, and decided to chase us away from the lollipop. I must say it was quite a funny event.

After a while, we went upstair and ate Onion rings with cokes. Took us a long time to finish'em but it was worth it because in the Air Arabia plane, they don't serve you food. You buy your own food. just like in Air Asia, but the differences between them is that  Air Asia has better seats than them. xD ( Look at how tired i look  = ='' )

Around, after a hour, we arrive at Sharjah Airport, but then, we had to take 2 hour bus trip to Dibba. Which... toook a very long long time to get there. It felt like years and plus its near midnight, I was super tired and really need to sleep.

When we arrive at the Camp, we can choose which part of the camp to sleep in. Me, Carl and Mitch went to the second one, which...turn out to be our own roooom! Since no one else came, which is what make it more awesome place to stay in.

This was how the bus look like last timie: Look how crowded it is!!

Day 1:

First Activity: Rock Climbing

All of us has been divided into groups and yes we;ve been split up which make the whole thing felt like as if the world doesn't even make sense anymore.Its our first trip without our parents, this shouldn't be scary. This should be exciting... yes yes.. be more optimistic. -_-'

Turn out rockclimbing was awesome, even though I got some scratches in the end. Nah, it'll heal. It will be okay. PLUSS look at how awesome I look while crawling on the mountain like a lizard! xD LOL

Activity 2:Mountain Biking,

This should be fun, i guess, its BIKINGGG :).... Wanna know what exactly happen? well, my prediction was wrong..turn out the bike is a little bit too high, and im just too damn short for them. So I kinda, fell down alot- and yes More scars.
When we went back to the camp, I immediately went to my room, and slump into my usual seat/bed/sleepingbed. I was sweating like a pig, added with that those scars-- I felt like a warrior that just came out crawling from a battlefield, scars make me feel like I have archive something. Something that nobody can take,something that make human lust for satisfaction, something that call : Honor

Around 7.30, after we ate and stuff. We had a activities for the whole group- first, we play a game that call something like the kisser game, where you should guess who's the killer/kisser, because you got kill. Second game, where we should act something?? ( LOL  its a long story, so I better skip that part)

Day2 :

Third Activity: Kayaking

Wearing my green shorts and my black Tshirts.Me and Mitch kinda lied down there, because the fan is colder there. During a hot summer day like this, this is the only option to get fan up and cold.

Kayaking was fun, but the sad thing is the fact that I actually puke on the way back. I was sea sick. I never knew I could be sea sick. I must say, I have learn a lot about myself during this trip.

Fourth Activity: Orienteering.

We are trained to use our compass on this one.Its a challenge of searching bearings and find your destination is. There have a few rules that we need to follow, first is that we cannot run- second, we cannot follower other teams directions blahblahblah stuff. (Its liike a long long story, but Im gonna make it short since im in hurry.)
Okay, there this other team =>Mitch team was running to the fiinal point. Then we shout, "No runniing! No running." So BAMG, they disqualified, so technically we won and got popsticles in the end.

After that, we went hiking through the mountains, and slopes. It worth a lot even though we sweat a lot. ( The view of the landscape from the mountain is just so amazing! ) I mean How do you find a view with so awesome beach? Emmmm everywhere perhaps. But still Dibba was amazing, its unique in every way.

This post is for my dear friend Iwana.

Thank god! I finally able to upload it today.Even though i was suppose to have a test tomorrow,but this post worth it i guess. Note : I made this video for my dear friend who recently just moved to Germany <3 ily dear.

Eat,Pray,Love :)

Okay, this post is made for my dear Cousin, Eviana.
This’s pretty much a “Eat,Pray,Love” project thing for me and my beloved ones. Currently, its just a list of places that we might go for the summer. So its still on planning.

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1st stop:
Pulau Redang, Terengganu, Malaysia.

Okay You might ask me, why’s up about me with islands? Well, I love Island ! It’s a one step closer to nature and adventure!! For all these times, I’ve been stuck in cities, and streets that full with cars instead of bikes, places that full with smokes instead of fresh air! The only time, I been close to nature, is the time when i went back to my folks village. Swimming in the river,walking through the jungle and away from those cities lights.
Now let get serious, what can we do in Pulau Redang?

Here’s the list.
1)Snorkelling
2)Kayak
3)canoe
4) Trecking
and etc



2rd stop:
 Pulau Labuan, Sabah

I don’t need to explain for this one, because i already draw and type every single thing that we need to know about this island( on the picture). So just chill, and click that damn picture. xD
Journey hour : 1 hour, from Brunei ( using a boat or ferry)     

                         3 hour ,from Limbang,Malaysia.( using boat)

3rd Stop :
Bukit Tinggi.
Somewhere Cameron Highland, I think.

I truly love this one, why? Because, it got a Japanese Village! Seriously, how many places in Malaysia, can you have a small house that looks like a Japanese traditional house :) ?
Anyway, the sad news , is that, i heard that Japanese Village, consist of spa treatment etc, and no hotel stay. :/
Skip that, the list of activities you could do is:

( I don’t need to explain actually, because you can just look at the pictures that i put up xD , plus i added the entry fees stuff at the bottom left or right corner :] )

1) we could eat at a Italian Restaurant

      ((Eat is a must, my dear, the title says it all , “Eat Pray Love” . So I just   have to include the eating places xD somehow.  ))

2)Bowling and etc ( there’s this activity place )
3)Japanese Village
4) Botanic Garden
5) Zoo ( Well it’s more like a cute animal gathering,lol at least that's what i heard)

Bon Odori in Penang

Since you know that Im purely, a anime/cosplay /japanese fan. I’m pretty much, excited whenever i heard , a word that sound ‘japanese’  xD. Last time, I heard from some people, that there’s this Japanese Bon Odori Festival in Penang. And i was like , “WAHHH!!Damnit, if only i moved to Penang instead of going to Doha :]”

 

I was reading “Malaysia Cosplay Toshokan” Blog today, and they were mentioning about the Bon Odori Festival, (which is one of the reason that remind me of, making a post about it) I took some of there pictures from their site, so my point is, these photos does not belong to me xD.

 

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Anyway, Because there’s Bon Odori Festival. I don’t see the reason why I shouldnt be there !. Penang, You are in my Travel list for sure!! ahahaha :D

What happen to Jenny blog today?

Jenny Blog, is my most favorite blog to read about!But sadly.. today, when i type the url , and click enter. The "Opps" Page came out.

I know she's in Tokyo for her holiday now, and have no time to blog. But seriously! what happen? o.o
Im so damn curious. I mean its like, its there, and then Pickaboo, its not there! Gosh, I was going to read about  her past past past blog post stuff, just to make the time go away faster. But now? I have no place to go, well I do. Anyway, It's just a expression .

After 15 minutes


Oh hey the URL load!! Yeahh, Jenny Blog is back! gosh.. maybe the internet is playing hide and seek with me.. -.- Anyway skip that, it loadd! Im soo happy : ) seem like , my effort of refreshing the page, worth a lot, i must say.

Topix Forum is a very -

Topix.com is a place where you could read your daily news like any other online newspaper do. Its also a place, where you could discuss variety topics with not just one community, but 400,00 communities.But if you ask me, Topix.com is nothing but a place where, racist people discuss about other people culture, countries and their lifestyle. Its a place, where people spreading Racism like a virus, through the forum. Causing People to  fight over nothing! We all heard  it before, and we all saw it before.Like how, Hitler did with the Holocaust. To be honest, I didn't hate him. I truly admire his tactics and vision. Its true, he did a awful thing. But hey, how many guys can be like Hitler? well, the Russian Dictator, was smarter than him though.  :)

(Back to the post) Well, Im not saying , Topix is a racist place- Im just saying that, everywhere i go in the forum, there must be 2 , or 3 topic that's about , dissing other people culture, heritage and their countries mostly. Most of the other topics, is more involve with politics, which usually lead to , discussing, racial issues of course. And then, more ridiculous topic will come out, which lead to more arguments , and then it lead right back to racial issue AGAIN..

ahahha. Its like "Again and Again" song from 2pm song :)
Skip that, I decided to write this post, just to make people aware that racist issues is all around us,despite all the movies ,advertisement,poster,and song that keep saying "World Peace". I love the world, I love peace,I love culture, I love varieties, I just don't like low minded,selfish people with their stupid perspective way of thinking.

Btw:. If you realized something in topix forum, when everyone argue, the last weapon they 'll use,is  definitely the "race" card. Life is just like a game, repeating again, and again.. and again.. No ending, well, until we found the Main character/Hero/Cloud/God, that will save the day. and tada! Happy ending.

Animasi Malaysia - Malaysia Animation

These are some Animation that are made by some students . I thinks its quite awesome,the fact that they 're willing to try new things.
Anyway the only sad things, is that , some people is just so damn negative about the new trends and stuff. Sometimes they just comment them and make people spirit go down  -.-

Well, Everyone's like that, I have a friend like that once, but it encourage me to do  better at what I do. Sometimes having a negative person in your life is a good thing,but sometimes it just doesn't. They try to put you down soo much, which make you feel like crap somehow. I called it " The Negative Virus" .It attack you so frequent and make you turn into a negative person in the end.. but if you have a strong upbeat positive energy, you will win the fight. xD Now im making everything sound like stars war!!  LMAO. ahahha , Im not trying to scare you, :) im just saying LOL.
The good things is that, there's some people are supportive.

To dear Muhiddin Friend who made these animations, I suggest you should pursuit your passion, your dream and your talent. Its best to let yourself shine than hidden away in the dark :)

Wondering Why I did it

Its a long time already since i deleted my blogs, well not the ones in Japansuki, and webblog, of course.

I have three reason, why i deleted all my blogs in blogger, wordpress, friendster, tokyopop and etc.

1) I don't have much time to blog anymore

2) a "person' was tracking my blog, I know this usually sound like a good thing for a blogger, since they enjoy a loyal fan that follow them everywhere they go and stuff. But, i have my own personal reason, I just don't like to get stalked by *person* somebody, who u don't wanna know -_-

3) I have too many blog!

To be honest, I wasn't going to delete my word-press blog, since I have like my first followers there! T_T but... I just have too. 

Blogging is special place where you can express your own perspectives towards the thing that you passionate about. I used to love blogging so much. I enjoy the typing keyboard sound, I enjoy reading comments and lastly I enjoyed the time when i finish typing my post and clikc "Publish" :D

I know, this sound weird, but its just the way I express myself . 

Popteen Pictures Spam!! part 1

Yup, I have popteen pictures collection :D... i know its quite weird, But they are my fashion inspiration! :] Learning from how they dress, and applied it to our daily life. Its a  very useful skills ,if you ask me :)

Malaysia Interesting/awesome Advertisement

My favourite advertisement xD

Couldn't say No

Since im total sucker for Japanese Fashion. I couldnt say that I hate Disney, Hello Kitty and stuff. I mean seriously Look at the Disney Mobile! It look awesome on Rinka! I'm not really sure if its Rinka though, because last time i actually mistaken that it was her, when it wasn't... Who cares! Im sure its her this time!! xD

Oh ya! Did i mention that you could put your name behind the Disneyphone? Its like a custom make stuff!! This is one of the reason why I say I loved it.

Second: There is Two types of them, the pattern makes all the differences.

These Pictures does not belong to me btw.

Third:They have also mobiles themes.  :] I couldnt show you the pictures, because I accidetally delete 'em.

Anyway Let's skip to Che Che New York Hello Kitty Bag edition! xD  I know you might think Im too childish for Hello Kitty. But the design is simply too cute to ignore. Honestly, I think this is one of the best design from Che Che. Even though its a combination with Hello Kitty~

Flying Newsfeed!!

Now im just gonna show you- my recent chat :] which i adore of.
Its like a few weeks ago- but i was just too lazy to upload them i guess.

I have changed my blog templates numerous of times.But i have decided to settled on this one. I tend to go to lighter color template,since it's more suited with bright and dark pictures, which create a fasinate contrast if you ask me xD

Great news! I just check Jenny Blog! And i discover that she just changed her blog templates too!!! :] This is how her new blog look like .

Somewhere over the rainbow

I was on a roadtrip with my parents . We travel around the south of Qatar and found this awesome beach scenery .Sorry about the picture, :/ you cant see it quite clearly obviously.

OH YA!!

i forgot to tell you something.Yesterday I Just changed my layout from this.

To this!! the new layout is been belong to yummylolly.com

These days , there's nothing new to talk about, even there is something new to talk about. I will forget them eventually. :(

I have a very sad memory loss sickness. I guess.

Good news is that, Ranzel is coming back for 1-3 days! ( or 1-2 days)

:] i was soo happy! I didnt't know what to say, so the only im doing is pretty much write her name six times in the status :] and... writing a post about it

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There's also another good newss!! Creamsicle is gonna come back to DMBS :) , im glad that she' coming back. Im curious about next year though, what would happen? .... :P who's gonna be the new Mr.L? -_-''

I guess i should just stop worrying- or else Im gonna get a headache. Since i already too much problem today.

1) Twitter is working very slowly!! ( I just make a account)
2) Video uploading is very slow :/

Memorable Trips :D

or the whole time, i have always wanted to travel. I wanted to see the world! Shop in differents places! Visting and experienced cultures!
Im a shopaholic, so i rather pick visiting the shopping malls than Temples. I have always loved shopping, Last year I already went to Beijing with my famillies.

Beijing

 During those 7 weeks in Beijing, most of the things we do, is walking and walking, around those temples and stuff! It was tiring, but the view in the temples was definitely worth it.  I  also visited the Pearl Factory, one my favourite places, emmmm  but honestly , it still cant beat the Silk factory in Beijing. Why? Because They gave you 2 free silk scart when you buy a set of silk bed wear (which cost a fortune by the way, for me , of course)

Shopping in Beijing? Honestly, after i shop in Qatar ,Malaysia and Brunei. I was pretty much shocked when i started shopping in Beijing... because all those large amount of zeros  in the price tag. It make me think, that buying all those things will make me broke in  seconds somehow ahahhaha. But i have to say, Buying shoes in Beijing is Definitely A MUST!! they have all kind, sizes and colors. ( in wangFungjing road)You need em, if you also a shoe lover like me :D

Qatar

okay, I practically live in qatar :] for 4 years now, I guess.
Favourite places to shop? Villagio definitely.
Villagio has the same style as the mall in Las Vegas, actually. With all the cloud , weather paintings in the wall, they almost the same. But different languages.
What i loved about Villagio, is that, it got bowling alley,4D cinema,3D cinema Imax cinema,arcade (theme park like in Time square MY) , ice skating rink, haagen dazs cafe, zara, H&M and etc.
Villagio is llike the heaven for Teenagers shops. I guess. Because most of the students from my school, came here like every Thursday. Cheap sales? April sales, is usually the best time to buy cheap accesories and T shirts. But if you want to buy cheap winter jackets, cashmere, etc, its best to buy them during between the end of June and July.

Malaysia

Yup yup in that picture, that's me :] gosh I look so innocent back then. *cough*
im just joking. Anyway. For now, Time square is definitely a shopping heaven for me! Why? Because all those cheap stuff! I just check the currency , its seem like malaysia has cheaper price for clothes and accesories than Thailand. So I decided that i should just waste all my saving money, in malaysia :]
Not to mention, in times square, they have this "Tokyo Harujuku" style *screams* anyway ,during my last visit to malaysia in april. I just saw a new shop call : Popteen.
Since Im a major Popteen Magazine Fan . I was so excited ! I practically skip all my way there!. .. Yes indeed crazy :] but i enjoyed being . crazy.weird.twirly