Malaysian Ulzzang *Pictures does not belong to me * :)

Pictures or no pictures. This Blog post is dedicated to the Malaysian Ulzzang who look so cute while camwhoring and all :) Well I know some of their name but I am pretty lazy to caption all of them. My friend helped for most of the pictures contribution though lol. so Thanks to her as well :). Anyway just like any other people, Im a fan of ulzzang. They so fashionable and gorgeous :) <3 ahahahha!  Gosh This post sound a bit weird now... I guess I should stop talking by now.  chiao!

By the way, if you are one of the people who in these pictures that are posted below. Im sooo sorry for posting them! :O

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Faling apart

Picture does not belong to me

Truthfully as I have always been, throughout my unsuccessful time of my teenage years and my so called 'life changing" experiences. To be honest, I did do a pretty damn good job in my result. Honestly speaking, at least I did  manage to get As in Math and Science and mostly B's for the subject that I like.

Well.. That not the reason why Im writing for this blog post todayanyway. My dear stalkers, past-by walkers, readers and fellow human. Today and this day forward, my Guardian has officially loss his trust in me and my abilities towards my subjects. Subsequently, and honestly speaking just because I did have 2 downgraded subject, it doesnt specified my utmost disabilities in my education. My profession and for what I have work for this whole century has been indeed--- discriminated. My dear Guardian with a good intention at heart, heshe has change my career path in a snap. It is hard, It is bad and It is confusing. I have no idea what I want to be anymore. Life as it always been-- it continues.

My A level option Day is coming up and if I still not decided on what subject that I should choose, then.. My life have no sole purpose as it is then. 

My life is currently In a jam jam :)

Know what's the title mean? Bet you don't , cause I had no idea what im talking about too. ANyway after that hang with my sis in villagio yesterday, I had see the most AWESOME THING and my most WANTED thing ever for this winter . : Neck warmer

I know this is lame, and probably everyone in the continent of Europe have 'em .But i want em because I never had them, I only got scarf, scarf scarf and my pure obsession about hats has cause me to have full collection from summer to winter which pretty much shows one of the reason why i wanted Neck warmer /probably wanted to start another collections of mine in the closet. Also,They are furry and nice :) and its violet red, quite eye catching i must say, which is one of the reasons why I like it. I was going to go for the one in H&M which was a black one that have 3 roses that's knitted to each side of them. but My sis say the red one is quite better than the black one.By then, i couldn't decide anymore since i don't really have any money that time, so I have decided to bury my urge of buying them, and move on to the next stop.

Around 12,We went to the arcade later on, we bought tickets for the water ride, and as always the ride was awesome, I managed to duck down and avoid of being splash by cold water on this cold winter season. Which causes ::: the Result of- my sister got all the splashed and turn out her seat was all wet which  affected her jeans that make her look like she had an "accident" or something.

ahah :) it was a funny incident, I wish I could tell you the rest but its pretty much private since welllll, :D sometimes we had to keep some of our own privacy and also its better if we don't  kiss and tell everything. and spoil the excitement shall we?

Last message for the day :

2 weeks of Christmas Holiday

      Finally holiday - just what I needed after my mocks exam! My mock result for Business and Math is A, thank god but still I need to improve my math and science. I had experience " The nothingness" in my mind during the exam, and I surely don't want that to happen again. I want to study, I need to study, this is more likely to be my only purpose for life now.

           I still feel like crap though, I hate the fact that my life is so busy and that no one is able to understand the fact that I have no time to think or act or do something else like : Painting a canvas for my crappy living room. Its not crappy, but anyway I really don't feel like doing anything. I could just break down and cry, I could just break down and hate myself for the entire day for not doing what I have to do.

            I know I have to work hard, I know I have to be punctual and be more organized. But me, Im someone who is un--perfect in every way and I love the way how I screw things up sometimes, even though its quite unnecessary.
          I don't have a sad life , is just that Im just sick and tired of some stuff. I envy my siblings to be able to have a littles sister to count on to do some housework when they are busy for their big exams while me?

ahaha :) that cheer me up, okay gtg :)

CRAZY MONTH and my ////not so //// crazy couzie :)

I am tired as hell. Mock exam is starting this wednesday until next next week! but hey look at what im doing now? BLOGGING gosh im soo stupid.. i should revise because of those 'lack of studies' session in school, i should work hard!!! :)

but nah... im too lazy now T_T.. anyway look at the notes i wrote on my laptop. ahahha wahh im so lame to talk all by myself on the laptop. anyway wanna look at what mickey mouse lungage im talking about? its up there!! ( the picture is belong to Cheerseland Blog)
DAMNIT tommorow is enrichment day.. a day where u have fun.. :P but i don't want to bcause i have test !! And the school teachers is so damn lazy, especially the business studies one. Anyway winter is coming, I can feel the climate has change when Doha was reflected in water droplets,when thunders torn--ed the skies apart five days ago. I shivered... school jumper wont able to kept me warm, neither does the 'warmer machine' as you can see everything's falling apart somehow.
The only thing I could do now, is wait and think.....
( By the way, say bye to all my crushes, because they are just waste of time for now -_-'' _)

as funny as it sounds like, I know im a bit cuckoo in the head SOOMETIMESSS xP but ok fine yea :)

anyway, lol as i was surfing through the web, and blogs, and stalks etccccc. I saw something quite interesting ::

lmaoo

LOL your right, it does feel like a decade!!! Its soo freaking long, we should all meet up and do a lot of catching up time! ahaha LOL far, by distance you mean xP , but hey I think my family might gonna stop by at Johor so See ya in the summer then! ( around the end of  june tilll august) EHEHE ya but waitin for that day to come, might be very long!!! and plus by that time, ice cream allll melt - turn to yogurt maybe!! Xd

its great to have you as my cousin too dear!!! <3 and Im glad i turn you insane, at least that make us even at some stuff  BAHAHAHAH !!! lol excuse my weird laugh.

Mycravings? ❤ skip that- what happen to my mom?

I have lots of cravings ❤ especially after the "6 hour stuck in the study room " session :O
Crazy? Yes. Tired? No. Homework? Yes. TONESSS..
Tomorrow is Saturday, the last day of my weekend, which was suppose to be a holiday for me but it turn out to be the last day for me to finish my English Essay Assignment: A story
I have no idea what to write! Well i do... Its just that, It will be too damn long. and Im tired to modifying my story into a shorter one. 
ALSOOOO, I log on to facebook today, and gots lots of notification :/ sad.Honestly,Im too damn lazy to answer half of them.  >_< I wish I coud just deactivate them but My mom say  no.


Anyway today something crazy just happen.
Me and my mom were talking about students/teenagers in relationships. ( not a debate, but more like a casual conversation that kinda lead us to this topic)
I was like: " If I was going to go out with a guy, I'll be saying : Can we schedule our date to next year? Im kinda stuck with my GCSE now~"


My mom: "Nooo you cant be in a relationship, you cant be bother with relationship and  all the stuff!" then she sighed, " Well...actually-- suit yourself if you want to have a relationship."
I was ASTONISHED. i mean, My mom practically THE pessimistic person and had never ever say yes or gave up on sensitive/critical issue! BUt this?!!!


 Seriously, This need some celebration. My mom is a very open minded person these days, I guess its because of the fact that I keep sharing half of my lifes stories to her. :O
or maybe its because of the fact, that she been watching soo many drama movies =='
well currently I'm riding solo, so i don't really care if i have a boyfriend or something :]

Dibba Trip

Last week on the 14th of October (Thursday), I have went on a school trip to dibba,Sharjah in UAE for the "Absolute Adventure" program. I must say, I was quite scare at first when I heard that there's only few people participating the trip. But hey! Me,Carl and Mitch is gonna be there. So I don't really worry about it because I got my friends with me. 

Anyway, I arrive at the airport few minutes later than Carl. But we cannot go into the airport yet, because we have wait for the others participant to arrive.I was soo tired of standing but it was okay, since we got to feel the warmth of the sun rays with a mixture of cold breeze, which tingles my senses aka goosebumps. somehow~

OKay, by the time when all the participants arrive. Do you wanna know what surprise me the most? Well, the thing that surprise me the most is the fact, that there's like lots of Year 12 students went on the trip while there's like 5 year 11 students went to for the trip. Scary for me to be honest, since I don't really know how to talk to people.

Anyway, after everyone arrive. We went into the airport and immediately check in. Some people had problem with their visas so they couldn't go, while me,Carl and Mitch get to pass through easily since we don't really need a visa to go to UAE. so Yeah for countries x)

By the time, we get to the duty free shops. Me, carl and Mitch decided to take a picture with Chupa Chups HUGGGGEEE LOLLIPOPS.. but the security guard prevent us to take another picture, and decided to chase us away from the lollipop. I must say it was quite a funny event.

After a while, we went upstair and ate Onion rings with cokes. Took us a long time to finish'em but it was worth it because in the Air Arabia plane, they don't serve you food. You buy your own food. just like in Air Asia, but the differences between them is that  Air Asia has better seats than them. xD ( Look at how tired i look  = ='' )

Around, after a hour, we arrive at Sharjah Airport, but then, we had to take 2 hour bus trip to Dibba. Which... toook a very long long time to get there. It felt like years and plus its near midnight, I was super tired and really need to sleep.

When we arrive at the Camp, we can choose which part of the camp to sleep in. Me, Carl and Mitch went to the second one, which...turn out to be our own roooom! Since no one else came, which is what make it more awesome place to stay in.

This was how the bus look like last timie: Look how crowded it is!!

Day 1:

First Activity: Rock Climbing

All of us has been divided into groups and yes we;ve been split up which make the whole thing felt like as if the world doesn't even make sense anymore.Its our first trip without our parents, this shouldn't be scary. This should be exciting... yes yes.. be more optimistic. -_-'

Turn out rockclimbing was awesome, even though I got some scratches in the end. Nah, it'll heal. It will be okay. PLUSS look at how awesome I look while crawling on the mountain like a lizard! xD LOL

Activity 2:Mountain Biking,

This should be fun, i guess, its BIKINGGG :).... Wanna know what exactly happen? well, my prediction was wrong..turn out the bike is a little bit too high, and im just too damn short for them. So I kinda, fell down alot- and yes More scars.
When we went back to the camp, I immediately went to my room, and slump into my usual seat/bed/sleepingbed. I was sweating like a pig, added with that those scars-- I felt like a warrior that just came out crawling from a battlefield, scars make me feel like I have archive something. Something that nobody can take,something that make human lust for satisfaction, something that call : Honor

Around 7.30, after we ate and stuff. We had a activities for the whole group- first, we play a game that call something like the kisser game, where you should guess who's the killer/kisser, because you got kill. Second game, where we should act something?? ( LOL  its a long story, so I better skip that part)

Day2 :

Third Activity: Kayaking

Wearing my green shorts and my black Tshirts.Me and Mitch kinda lied down there, because the fan is colder there. During a hot summer day like this, this is the only option to get fan up and cold.

Kayaking was fun, but the sad thing is the fact that I actually puke on the way back. I was sea sick. I never knew I could be sea sick. I must say, I have learn a lot about myself during this trip.

Fourth Activity: Orienteering.

We are trained to use our compass on this one.Its a challenge of searching bearings and find your destination is. There have a few rules that we need to follow, first is that we cannot run- second, we cannot follower other teams directions blahblahblah stuff. (Its liike a long long story, but Im gonna make it short since im in hurry.)
Okay, there this other team =>Mitch team was running to the fiinal point. Then we shout, "No runniing! No running." So BAMG, they disqualified, so technically we won and got popsticles in the end.

After that, we went hiking through the mountains, and slopes. It worth a lot even though we sweat a lot. ( The view of the landscape from the mountain is just so amazing! ) I mean How do you find a view with so awesome beach? Emmmm everywhere perhaps. But still Dibba was amazing, its unique in every way.